I am sure that there would be many people that would notice. I FEEL YOUR PAIN. It sucks that things can be so low and depressing but there has to be a light at the end of the tunnell(my favorite saying). And you need to belirve that you will come out of this and things have to get better, its part of the cycle so to speak, maybe you should call the doc if it is that bad. one person told me i shouldnt hang on and ride it out i should get nelp and that person was right and made abig difference...lots of love---jen