ughhh... This thread is depressing for somebody new to all of this. So far I feel like the medications have made things worse.. and possibly the label too. But there is no doubt I've had serious issues before all of this. I ended up in the hospital before I was diagnosed with anything other than ADHD.

Partly for some of the reasons brought up in this thread I've decided to get off all meds other than lamictal to see how it goes. I agree on how therapy is probably a great way to go for me... but I don't see many options for that. I live in the most depopulated area in the lower 48 and none of the doctors or therapists seem equipped to deal with me.