I dont usually post here, I dont really know what to say. I am going through some pretty intensive therapy, first time ever. yesterday I posted some really strange stuff, like I wasn't me, but I knew I was writing it, is this normal? I cried myself to sleep sucking my thumb!!!!! I spoke to Freewill who is very supportive and apparently it is normal, but I remember writing it, looking back at it this morning I don't remember some of how I wrote it but just remember feeling like I wanted to be safe and my grandad used to make me feel just that. I am a bit scared and confused about my behaviour. I feel better today but upset about my actions yesterday if that makes sense, I just wondered if anyone could shed any light on it?

love, Kerry xxx