Hopefully, this time you will get a caring doctor that won't make you feel so anxious. Each one is different. My pdoc that I've seen for years just quit taking my insurance and won't continue to see me. For me it means starting the whole process over, too. And I'm quite nervous myself. I'm afraid I'll have to go over my whole life history again. And I might not like the one I get. The list is short. Not a lot to choose from. So I understand, somewhat, how you are feeling.
I hope you get one you like and feel comfortable with.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha