For me there are different Worlds, the rational-scientific connected with Dead World, my World connected with the rational-scientific and Dead. Then there is Wonderlad connected with my World but not with dead, since in Wonderland you are not alive so you can't die. Entities who talk to me throught Wonderland are heard in my World, while voices that come beyond the reality are heard mostly in the rational-scientific World since it is more physical, but sometimes I can hear them in my World too.

Once I was dragged to Wonderland by entities and I thought they were bad, now I know they were trying to help me. They want me to join them in Wonderlad by extracting my spleen and then killing myself in the most violent way. I won't. I will find another way to be in Wonderland for a while, but then I want to return to the rational-scientific World.

all these worlds are real, they are just different realities.

My body is real in my world and in the rational-scientific world, but not in Wonderland, as well as entities are real in Wonderland and in my World but not in the rational-scientific World.

Note that the rational-scientific World doesn't mean the other worlds are irrational, it just mean they are arational, like being social, asocial and antisocial are not the same.

I am connected with these Worlds since I am special and I have these skills while most of people don't, I just need to know if it is considered a delusion in the rational-scientific World to avoid freaking out people that only live in one reality