So my toxic friend ended up posting under my post something that sounded really snarky to the cheerleader, causing the cheerleader to respond with a defensive comment. No one laughed at my joke, probably didn't even get it. Pearls before swine!

I just told my friend her crack about me being on new meds was mean and hurt my feelings. She defended herself how it wasn't mean. I had to spend minutes pleading my case. She finally had to agree and gave me a half hearted apology.

But in the process I told her I suffer from depression and she said she had no idea I had been diagnosed. So, I just really made it all worse for myself. She'll find a way to throw that in my face too.

It's just this friend that is a friend who is not a friend. Again, keeping my distance. She can't be nice. It's just not in her.

Do you think I have a thing for trying to get love from narcissists?