Could you run an extension cord from the light at the end of your tunnel to me, too? The title of your post touched me so deeply, the power of language is amazing....like reading a biography where good triumphs over evil during the course the author's lifetime...your post has lifted me up, and I need it....I have left my job and miss it terribly and am going through the same symptoms as you..... it is as if my mind is a picture now that is illustrated