I was very close with my grandma. She would always listen to me and tell me everything would be alright. So now I still sometimes 'talk to her' and she consoles me. I don't really see or hear her, but I can remember her scent and imagine what she'd say. She always wanted to be a part of her children's goings on. If anybody could break through from death to talk to the living, it would be her.

I'm sorry you are not feeling well. It's a journey.