he he he....I would gladly plug in anyone who needs the extra light,,,I am still trying to find it but think i am getting close i might see a splinter!!!! I am so happy that my post finally lifted someone!!! normally everyone is talking me of the edge so to speak. i have to keep thinking,,,,,,i have hit rock bottom there is no other place to go but up andit was easier to fall into the pit but it will take everything you have in you to crawl back out. sometimes it is hard to remember so i wrote it down where i would see it and got sick of seeing so i tore it up and through it away!!!!got to find another way of trying to get possitive thoughts in. anyways,,,,thank you, you made my day!!! goodluck and i will hollar to ya when the lightcomes on!!!---jen