Well, my dream shifted. It wasn't this nightmare tonight, it was a different one that bothered me in a different way and maybe even more.
I don't know why my mind is acting like an attack dog, right now. (I'll talk about this one some other time. It really disturbed me).

Myst, that's a pretty accurate feeling towards my family right now. I can't stop worrying about them since I've put a lot of distance there and drifted away. I guess, I'm finally seeing my family's self-destructive, explosive, crash course down their seemingly suicidal roads. I'm finally feeling how much they really scare me.