I act on impulse or flawed intuition what ever idea I have at times sounds good, but sometimes aren't ei driving reckless, picking up a new Hobbie and thinking I will excel at it because I am so damn talented, or I will say hurtful thinks to people I love and I don't know why, sometimes I feel like I am being challenged or undermined and it bothers me to the point I will say antagonizing things to them to get them to hit me so I have a reason to fight them. I lead me into most trouble making friends and keeping them. My uninhibited joking drives people away as well I believe. I never had a problem with an employer.