I did at first but also I learned shamanism which allowed me to transition. Things that others believe too aren't considered a delusion. With shamanism you visit the upper lower and middle world of this planet....when I'm feeling a little symptomatic I fall back on shamanism. I can safely express myself because there are rules like you have to ask if you're going to heal someone remotely etc...before in the dream world I thought I could heal everyone and I had a lamp I thought was a staff.....with shamnism there is just chanting music and a shaker and you do it safely in your home. I don't really do this at all when I'm totally well. As others have said I have things that fill the void now, I used to have only work friends now I have a best friend and a boyfriend.....it was a lot of work to find them but they are better than the spirit world.