my problem is my self esteem is so damaged I fail to believe that anyone would be interested in me. They always think when I say I have mental problems it's an excuse but really I hate my self how am I going to let anyone love me when all I think about how ADHD turned me into a useless person. I feel at anger for being born this way and I feel if my ADHD doesn't go away I will always be hating my self. I've said it in other threads how I'd feel sorry for a guy loving me mainly because I can't do the same things people my age normally do on a whim... I have thought to myself so many times I have nothing that would draw a guy to me. I can't housekeep and all I can see is my doubts and failures. My own failures are what's colouring how others think of me...