My mind was full of how he upset me today.
I went on a long walk. I tried to 'drop' him - like he just dropped me.
So hard to do. He deserves to lose his license and go out with his tail between his legs.
It was the brutal way he did it, that still astonishes me. He earned his living from seeing me 3 hours a week - and he didn't do his job in the end. He bailed out. in a cowardly and pathetic way, causing me maximum damage.