My situation is a bit unique. In a perfect world I could tell my doctor what is happening and all would be well. If I were to tell him all my symptoms he would likely recommend hospitalization from my previous experiences. I'm of no harm to myself or anyone else for that matter. I would likely get much worse rather than better due to my current delusional thinking patterns. My husband is a trained professional (literally) and rather accustomed to my various mood patterns and behaviors and he also believes I have a grip and agrees with my decision to hold off on calling the doctor. I'm tempted to stop my AP and see if that is contributing but then I read my disclaimer at the bottom and think it's a bad idea.