Hello Yaridi: What you describe sounds to me like something related to Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. It could be a response to stress build-up in your life which perhaps accounts for its " seasonality". I have had this type of experience from time-to-time during periods when I was stressed. Here is a link to a video on the subject of OCD by California therapist Kati Morton:



I believe this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

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