The fact i've been divorced nearly 8 years now, still cant let go that she is not comming back, the fact that she is having a baby, due date soon, to the man she left me for, the fact he has brought up my son whilst i have not been well enough to be there everyday still hasnt registered fully i dont think on some levels.

But like i, you will get past it eventually, bit by bit you will get there, keep going your heading in the right direction.