He is stopping the AD once I am in hospital, halving for a week then stopping. He also wants to stop the Ritalin in case it is making me crazy. He doesn't want to mess with my meds until i get to hospital in case i get worse.

Exam in two hours. My brain is a mess and I am anxious as hell. Just holding it together to get through the exam. Don't think i can hold on much longer. Haven;t heard from the hospital about when I can get in. really hope its tomorrow. not feeling right.