Thanks for the responses guys...now I am just straight up scared to take this medicine lol. Seriously though I do appreciate all the responses. I'm not psychotic, but I do feel like I have bipolar disorder and I know for a fact I have social anxiety because I've had it since forever and it was the reason I even ended up visiting a psychiatrist from the beginning. I honestly just want to feel better. I hate the chance of all these side effects but I am so desperate to live a normal life. I am constantly alone because I am never comfortable around anyone other than my mom and I am so depressed half the time that I don't do anything that I should be doing. Then I also have moments in my life where I do extremely stupid reckless stuff and that makes me think maybe this is bipolar manifesting itself? I've always been an adrenaline junkie except when I'm really depressed. Anyways idk wut to do. I don't want to argue with my psychiatrist about Latuda and sound like I know better than him, that makes me anxious just to think about. I'm really just hoping things work out? I really hate that I am even in this situation to begin with though. I hate feeling like a lab rat and I wouldn't be surprised if the guy is endorsing a new drug for all i know...i just don't know what else to do...