I think life is too hard to be lived. Suffering is everywhere and at all levels. We help continuing humanity's suffering in this life through our children. I think bringing children to this life is a huge mistake. But we bring them to find a reason to live for. But this means they will suffer, and the cycle continues. I feel I was brought to this life as if I was put in prison against my will. This is how I feel about life. It's a disturbing view, yet I cannot but find it to be so true. I think most people deny it by indulging in many distractions, but for me because I live alone, I have no distractions but my own internal thoughts. I wish I haven't been, that would have been much better for me and for others.