Sounds like you had some good insights / breakthroughs Mouse! I hope the feeling that now you can be you gets stronger. Also, sounds like you have a great T!

I appreciated your T saying the therapy relationship is in some ways more real than many others. I see many reminders that the therapy relationship is professional only, or just their job, or in some way not as real as organically formed relationships. But weighed against that is that it's full of a lot more truth than many relationships people have. Thanks for your post.