My wife is the only one that works and carries the insurance seeing that I am a worthless bed ridden slug and can`t do anything. Well today, she up and tells me she more or less quit her job last night! I had a $4000+ brain MRI scheduled for this month, to see if the doctors can figure out if I have had a stroke and what is causing my memory loss, stuttering and just not being able to think of the words, for a simple sentence. My meds are about $5000 a month, plus all the lab work I have to go through, to see how much more damaged my liver, spleen, kidneys and to see if my pancreas has finally finished off the 20% that is left. I don`t understand, she knows I need this insurance, just to keep myself alive. maybe I will just do her the favor and swallow a few bottles, them she can just be done with me!!!! I give up. I think it is totally stupid on her part. But, what do I know???? I was just the person who busted his *** working 12 hour days, 7 days a week for years. All for nothing! The 3 operations and 5 hospital stays over the past 4 years, completely wiped us out financially. I guess she thinks the money fairy is just going to tuck it all back under the pillow one night. I am fed up. this is not worth living for and if I can`t pay for my meds, I am done for anyways! Rant over!! Oh and thank you so much for ignoring me when I really need to talk to person in Colorado!!!!!!!!!!