What do you do when people continuously tell you how you're a very unlikable person, no matter where you turn and who you associate with? It seems as if the World wants to have me be no part of it and it's infinite beauty. Here I thought I could be a part of it. How foolish I am.

Is this attention seeking behavior? Am I looking for a pity party? Is it all "well, boo hoo" for me? Fine, so be it. I'm an attention seeking, "boo hooing" someone to be pitied then. You have sufficently judged me, now leave me to wallow in the stew I have made of my own tears and misery.

Oh, and just in case your curious, this isn't really a reaction to not getting a reply to a message on Match, but rather me just venting about how people suck in general.

People wonder why I am the way I am, or they simply don't give a flying rat's arse...whatever makes you sleep better at night I suppose. Anyways, you all can put me on ignore now. You are going to do so eventually. Every one does. No one wants to hear me anyways....

Dying alone sounds so miserable and desolate and just something I can't stand to do, but it may well be what happens in the end.