Been feeling alright, but also feeling discouraged. I'm feeling discouraged about people. It seems like I can't get together with anyone; and I feel like I have to put myself out for others, while others are not putting themselves out for me.

I went to the pool area tonight. It had been nice for a good while, but tonight a couple of people had to come in and ruin it for me. It seems like I haven't met any nice people at my place. It makes me want to sell my place and move out. There's no one I will miss if I move out.

Also I got a statement saying that I owe the dentist $107. Just recently I got a statement saying the I owe $30 from a doctor visit. And I had just paid for my auto insurance for a year. So a lot is adding up but nothing additional is coming in.