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Originally Posted by PumpkinPieHead
I have experienced this. Don't put yourself down as "delusional". We're just more sensitive to danger.
At night, lock all doors and windows, check them twice and remind yourself that it is impossible for anyone to come in if you feel anxiety about people breaking in.
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Unfortunately, I have a history that allows me to see any fault in a house's security and I can't afford improvement on this house. So, all of these issues make me less inclined to be laid back with locked doors/windows. I don't own a gun anymore because it was a requirement the hospital made upon my release that my fiance get rid of it somehow. So, there goes another comfort.
That's why I'm awake all night. I sit in my bedroom with a crowbar next to me just waiting for some poor bastard to walk through my door. Sometimes, I'll patrol the house at random. I think I'm really starting to scare my fiance. Hell, I scare myself a little bit.