I'm not positive but I think I had my first delusional break at 15. I was violently and emotionally attacked more by than 100 people and switched schools and was put in group therapy. One of the girls in my group was an older cheerleader at my new school. She and her friends started laughing when they'd pass me and I became certain they knew and were working with the others. I'd never taken bus or Bart and took the lunch money I saved and hopped on several buses and then Bart and when several cities over to a friends house. I was sure I was pregnant even though there was NO WAY I could be and no reason to think this and was sure I needed to kill my self. My friend gave me 10 dollars for a pregnancy test and told me to buy a pregnancy test and wait till she came home from school. I decided I must die. I went to the store and spent the money on candy and a hair brush then watched to the end of the city (I walked so far) to another friends house and told her I was running away, but needed a place to stay and some cereal. She fed me while her mom called my mom and they made a 30 drive in what must have been 10 minutes. I just wanted to walk off and die (no plan on how to do it) but I went back with them and was in the hospital the next day. We were robbed before this and I told my parents it was the neighbor kid and just knew. I also made a ton of 916 calls to hook up with older men. I was 15 and sexually inexperienced and these men were late 20's and possibly near 40's. When they came to the door, my parents fortunately sent them away. I had no intentions of sleeping with them but we did talk about sex on the phone so who knows what would have happened. No drinking or drug use ever at this time. My parents thought it was a drug problem. I drank a beer once and liked it. My dad even allowed me sips of his so I agreed it might have been a factor (hardly likely as I never felt a buzz and it was a 3-4 time thing). We later learned and the cops caught the neighborhood kid because he tried to pawn it off. A virgin birth did not occur either.