I have an appointment with an intake hospital on Monday and will begin an IOP and some groups for PTSD and whatever else...probably DBT which I was already wanting. They gave me a short course of Klonopin which is working far more than I expected. I didn't expect much but it's really helping me get through a rough patch right now. I could be in the ER anytime as it turns fast but for now I feel safe with waiting till Monday. I hope you get the help you need to feel safe again. (((Wander)))