you mean that? maybe my T can help me.. wow... he's good but that would take a lot. i stopped writing for reasons other than confidence too.. basically i gave it up because i didn't want to outshine someone else that i cared about. That person wanted/wants to be a writer but is unlikely to succeed. i am very passionate about what i do, and happy with it.. but i wish i could do both.

i think my best stuff is the emotional stuff... which sucks really because it means i am suffering when i write. Otherwise i have nothing to say... but i say it well