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gerber said:
i had two instances of it and it just nevers goes away,

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">I think maybe I had some of it early in therapy. But it did go away. I thought about T and therapy every waking minute. I looked at pics of him all the time on my computer. I searched out information on him on the Internet. Kind of like the flush of new love. But I passed through that really intense, almost obsessive phase and came out the other side with a really strong relationship with a lot of love and trust. I am never jealous of his wife or other clients and never have been. Maybe I needed to go through that more obsessive phase in order to attach so strongly to him? Anyway, I think it is possible to have some transference and then move beyond it.

Pinksoil, I will be interested to hear what you find out with your research. What books did you order from Amazon? I have seen a book there about erotic transference and it has a pic of a really scary, leering woman on it. Did you get that one?

ETA: here is the link to that book (please note I've never read this book so this is not a recommendation!):
transference book