I usually only leave for my T, pdoc, and my monthly driving practice on an easy road. So, 3 times a month. But today I went to petco with my mom after she got off work. There was like 2 people there so I went in. We petted all the cats for a long time and browsed at the other animals. There was a ferret following me from his cage, so I stuck my fingers through the opening and petted him! We then went to Walmart. I was dissociating all the car rides, couldn't help it. Anyways there was a tonnnn of people at Walmart so I stayed in the car. I did start to get paranoid. That the people coming out of the store were coming to get me and that my mom wasn't coming back ever. I was also hallucinating unfortunately. I was seeing disfigured people and creepy shadows again. It was terrifying. Overall I had a good time. I got some fresh air and finally left the house.