The past few weeks I have been so lonely and depressed. Something today made me happy though. I saw something, a movie, about therapy. It made me laugh. It made me think. It made me happy above all things. My whole life I felt I needed my life to be perfect. Perfect family with rules and regulations. I don't feel like that any more. All I need to do is do for myself and husband. I can strangely relate to this movie through all there psycho moments. I think all i need is to believe that I am loved even when I don't think I am. I know I am rambling but I am just so excited now!