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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster
I can relate to quite a lot of this.
The part at the end where you said you'll either end up doing something bad or die, yeah, I could have written that to be frank.
I stay sane by thinking about only what's right in front of me. If I think too far ahead my mind can do very weird things.
As far as how to motivate yourself, I don't know. I've never struggling with that like you do, hopefully someone else has some insight there.
I haven't found answers from psychologists, I simply lied as well.
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Especially when I'm in one of my moods. Then doing something 'bad' looks like fun. Well, even more than it usually does.
I'm not sure what to do. Do I continue and fall deeper into the darkness and become one of the evils of this world? I could easily I think.
I never had a plan. Sometimes I tried to make one, but I never stuck with any. I simply can't make one.
And it's hard to trust any psychologists