I'm SO sorry you are going through such a nightmare. I echo the need for therapy, and I also think it's really important to think about your physical safety living with this man. He sounds violent, and short fused. This does not sound safe for you at all.

Additionally, your man should not be in the same home as those dogs. I strongly urge you to consider giving the dogs to someone who can care for them in a safe environment. They are in danger of further abuse from this dangerous man. Loving your animals means putting their safety above your own need for companionship.

Hopefully, if your environment changes, you can get your dogs back again.

Please take care of yourself and your pups.

emmy