((((((((((( Fuzzy ))))))))))))

I just wish I knew what it was that she wanted, but she won't be happy with me for asking. I know she would say it's not about what she wants, but a lot of the time it seems like it really is. I wish I could stop "trying to get it right" and be real. It's scary though. I have a lot of stuff to talk about this week and hope I that I manage to say what I need to. It's so hard sometimes just to stay focused on what really is important. I think that lack of focus is a lot of my problem.