I'm wondering how much maybe I'm projecting onto her. I've known for a couple of years that I hate myself. Maybe that's where thinking that she hates me comes from. So maybe it's really me that I'm not acceptable to? I don't know. My brain is shutting down - I guess I need to go to bed.
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg
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