I'm much better off with them gone (well, less). I try to remember that the voices are all in my head - and just because they are dialed-down with the AP meds that doesn't mean that my creativity and motivation are gone for good... I just need to relearn how to access them. I was thinking that maybe I need to start forcing myself into creative behaviors like drawing... I would be a true force of awesomeness if I could hit my old levels of creativity but not have the massive amount of disorganization. Hmm. That's a little motivating right there. It'll be a chore at first, for sure.