Thanks so much for your support, guys.

I called my PCP again at 5:30 and she had already left, so either she hadn't gotten my msg or had ignored it, or whatever. I told the secretary that it had been very very important that she get back to me, I guess she called her because I got a call from my PCP some 10minutes later and she was REALLY short with me, uncalled for. She had already left (I guess) and couldn't leave me the order for the tests that day. I have Tuesday off and will pick it up and go to the hospital for the blood tests that day. Meanwhile, I'll be talking to someone on the phone -hands free- both on my way and way back from work to hopefully not fall asleep. The other thing is that I've been having a very hard time getting through work, I've been drinking multiple double espressos to get through.

I'm getting very depressed. It's as if there's this deafening silence in and around me, it's weird. But I'm feeling more and more down. Maybe stopping Seroquel so abruptly has messed with me, but I can't go back to it and make myself even more sleepy.

I already called my pdoc about something else yesterday and don't want to bother her too much. I'm going to see how I do in the coming days. I really feel like crap. I don't feel up to doing anything at all.