Yepper... we all have our bad days... and yes.. I really reacted strongly to one person... that did attack at a personal level..not at a general level...

I got very hurt.... I think because I simply.. am very vunerable.... the changes within me.. are so very different and new...

This forum.. is the greatest thing.. that has ever happened to me.. and that is the truth.

The people within this forum.. have in the past shown me love, support, care.. and themselves..

And I will say one more time.. I love you all.. because to be in this forum... means that you too have really been hurt..

I am sorry... very sorry... for my part of what happened here...

I did go into crisis counseling yesterday... because it was very necessary...

And my friends.. I am praying that you accept my heart felt.. "sorries"..

Becasue they are very much meant... and I am truely sorry..

And because I don't want to "lose" any of you.. you are all precious.. very precious to me..