((((((((((Terry)))))))

Please know I have been where you are and it's an awful place. Also know I am getting better slowly and surely and so will you, please don't think of ending your life, there is always an answer, always somewhere to turn, someone to talk to, reach out here, pm me anything, just please dont take your precious life, I am sending you gentle hugs my friend, it's your wifes choice, unfortunately as you know they have to get better themselves, you have stood by her and tried to help, think about things and do what is besst for you, two peoples lives are being ruined here, please keep posting or pming,

Love, Jinnyannxx