Another weekend and I am back here depressed once again. I am sorry that all of you have to deal with this all the time. I think I bit off more than I could chew this week as well as put too much pressure on myself. It has to be something because Friday I was fine. I feel so alone and here is the one of the few places I feel people at least kinda get it. I wish I could give people crash courses in how I feel so they could actually get this crap I deal with on a regular basis. All the time people tell me I'm too young to want to die. Like they really know what I have been through. I am sick and tired of the drama and those people who act like they know when they dont. Or the morons who think they can just say one thing and I'll be fine. I'm tired, and ready for this to be done.