So over the weekend out of the blue DH informs me hes not here to live up to anyones expectations and hes only here to be fed. Following which he flew into a raging rant when I asked he didnt speak to me like that.
Couple of hours later once he had calmed down I told him its over I am leaving him, he has 2 weeks to think about it then the house goes on the market.
In an hour hes begged me to stay, got himself into a state vomiting and hyperventilating, saying he'll change ( already promised that many times over 8 years but hasnt ). Promised he will go on medication ( has already promised that 4 times during last 6 years, in fact theres a prescription still waiting to be filled ). So far I've held my ground and kept saying I am going.
But how do I when hes in this state??. I've nowhere to go until after xmas when I can house sit. Meantime I'm stuck here but scared he will wear me down and talk me out of it