I've tried basically every antipsychotic. Typical and atypical. I'm too scared of clozaril. It's the only one I haven't tried. I got the side effects but nothing more. No help. I'm just on Wellbutrin, Xanax and zofran (my stomach starts turning easily under stress). I keep reading and watching everything I can because I feel like it'll keep me here if I see other people and know I'm not "crazy" or alone. But then the other half of the time, everyone's an actor (online and real life) and just pretending.