Hello PsychicKitty: I'm sorry but we here on PC cannot diagnose you. Our purpose here is to provide one another with support & to share experiences. (Perhaps other members who read your post may have some thoughts they can share.) Mental health diagnosis is for mental health professionals... psychiatrists, psychologists & other mental health therapists. (Perhaps you see one?) However, as you read through members' posts in the various forums, here on PC, you may begin to develop a sense of what may be going on with you.