yesterday i was dark manic and obsessed with death. About an hour after I woke up from broken sleep I went euphoric and am high as a kite with no darkness. Loving it. Feel like a god as I know everything and am hyper aware of all sights, sounds and smells and people around me. intoxicating. Want to change the world for good. bit anxious but clonazepam fixed that. Saw nurse, she was happy for me but seemed concerned i would get too high. My mind is amazing. processes so much info, more than i can consciously think. Im loving this. hope it stays