I am so totally undisciplined! The healthy living is something I can do some of the time, but then I binge on unhealthy living. I am a flip flop person.

I like talking about myself on here, but hate doing it in t. It's mostly the money. The amount i wrote just on here probably represents ten years of t! Would it have made a difference if I paid a t to listen? Do I need to pay a t to tell me to eat right and exercise?

I wish I had found a real doctor who actually knew what to do. Why can't I be properly diagnosed and treated? I have been to over a dozen psychiatric professionals!