Hi Schizoid. I'm sorry you feel like you don't see your T enough. I felt like that sometimes when I was going weekly. Can you identify what, exactly, you're missing? Are you lonely/isolated from other people in the rest of your life? Or maybe it's hard to cope with something else between sessions? Maybe if you can identify it exactly, it'll make things easier.

I went weekly for a while, then at the beginning of this year switched to monthly or less. It's kind of nice. I "needed" T a lot less than I thought I did.