I know I always say this, but I just can't do it anymore I don't have friends at all, I'm always alone, even here at PC I barely have any friends. I have never someone to talk to and that makes me mad I don't enjoy anything at all, the only thing I do all day is sit my *** on a computer and do nothing, because that's all I can do; I hate my school, I hate my teachers, my classmates and my subjects and I can't do anything because it's my last year; I have no idea what to do in collegere because I have zero interests at all; my self esteem is below zero for all of these reasons and the therapist I'm seeing is not helpful at all and I feel like I'm just wasting time and money with her; and my parents won't let me change because they prefer to put the blame on me if it's not working out. This means things will never change and I'll be sad for the rest of my life

I just don't know what to do anymore..