I hate to admit it but I totally feel the same things in my heart. It's like I've fallen for my therapist but since I still him once a week I don't think about us never being friends. You brought out something in me that is causing me to think what will I do if he says to me the same things. I am married so it makes it that much harder since my husband is nothing like him and our marriage is on very shaky grounds. Actually it's pretty pathetic because he is the only one who I can talk to about anything except for one best girlfriend. My T knows I am attracted to him physically, but especially emotionally since he is so comforting and kind and never berates me for outlandish behaviors. He totally understands me like no one in my life. However, I realize that I pay him to treat me and with that said he is happily married I assume. But I still can dream. I hope you can eventually find someone else to connect with like you do your therapist in a relationship that's proper. Don't get me wrong I would even in my twisted mind want to have an affair with him if he agreed. See how sick I am. Just what I don't need another complicated mess to deal with. I am telling you this so you know you are not alone out there with having these type of feelings toward your therapist.