Thanks for all of you having the patience to read my posts and offer advice and encouragement. I'm trying to train some attendants that he gets through home Medicaid. They are low paid and come with very minimal skills. (Like the only cooking they do is in the microwave.)

I do harbor anger. Not all the time; it comes and goes. Today I will go home to my place for a few hours. When I get there, after not being there much in a while, there's no fresh milk and nothing much in the refridgerator. So I start from scratch there. Wish I didn't have to come back to my bf's tonight, but I have to come back and make him supper. The going back and forth is crazy-making. It will get better when I get some pre-holiday house-cleaning done.