Well, to be radically honest I am the "broken" narcissist that article described. I've had a series of truly terrible things happen to me over many years that slowly broke me down into realizing that if I don't own up to my behavior then I have a hell of a lot more to lose than my reputation or whatever.

My problem as I've discussed here a few times is that no professional seems willing or able to help me. I would love to get help. And ****, I've tried for years to get help. The result? It's all been for nothing.

So, I'm still on my own. Sighs.